I'm getting a new layout for this, my blog. Only I'm moving it to a totally different URL and giving it a new name. It will be here, but the page isn't even up yet. It's going to be called Her Lament. o__o; Yeh. I decided that a few days ago and I'm just now mentioning it.

[ Mer slayed the demon 07:38 p.m. ]

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Okay. I haven't been using this really, but oh well. My site got a new layout ^^;; As did my livejournals and deadjournal. Kay.

[ Mer slayed the demon 09:59 a.m. ]

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kawaii . YUUWAKU was updated a few days ago. And uh, I changed some stuffs on here, like my desktop. Yup yup.

[ Mer slayed the demon 02:38 a.m. ]

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Ice Blue Eyes, my LiveJournal, got a new layout today featuring Nelly Furtado ^^;; I really like it.

And this morning when I got up, my koishii was waiting for me ^^ He's suuuu sweet. He should be waking up soon..

I'm going to go watch Mononoke Hime or some random Kenshin DVD now ^^ I'll try to update my site soon.

[ Mer slayed the demon 09:30 p.m. ]

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It's all okay now.. *^^*

[ Mer slayed the demon 01:26 a.m. ]

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Okay, first and foremost, about that entry yesterday in my LiveJournal. Daryl doesn't even know that person, he just came upon that journal and wanted me to see the layout because he thought it was as decent as mine. And he didn't get grounded, so it is all okay between us. Just a misunderstanding. Well, anyways, thanks to people who gave some encouraging comments like Jae and Fishie-chan, they really made me feel better. And no thanks to two certain people who gave discouraging comments. You people know what? SCREW YOU. I can't help it that I cry when I am upset. That is just how I deal with most situations that upset me, and if you don't like it, too fucking bad. And thank you Alyssa, my BEST FRIEND, for emailing me :\

So, yesterday afternoon I went to Mom's office to get the checks -- one for my dad, and one for my hair appointment which is tomorrow. And guess what I found out? Brodsky sold his X-Terra ;__; Just like that. Damn.. oh well.. it was yellow and I wanted a green or blue or silver one anyways.

When I got home, I did Audrey's LJ layout for her and she likes it ^^x Then I went over to Alyssa's and we chatted for a while about stuffs and went to Movie Gallery and rented Joy Ride. I wanted to see Jeepers Creepers because Justin Long is in it, but she didn't wanna. That's cool though, because I like Joy Ride. Her mom came home with some pizza during the middle of the movie, and right about then I felt queasy and sick. I roughed it for the rest of the movie and then came home, talked to Daryl and we patched things up, and crashed since I was sooooo tired.

I'm pretty beat today too. I worked from 10:00am - 6:00pm. Christina #1 and Meredith #1 were actually nice to me ^^;; Gyah, and Christina told me that Tanner told her that he and Ivy had sex, and that it was Tanner's first time but not Ivy's. I was like, "WTF? Ooookay.." Seriously though, Ivy doesn't seem like the type.. :: twitch :: Anyways, so I suppose I am the only non-sex addict at work, so uh.. great. Kinda makes me feel inferior, but whatever.. I mean I have morals, so bwah.

And I got hurt at work because Calvin was drying a dog on the table and there is a pole on it to attach a leash to, and the dog jumped off the table, pulling the whole thing over, and the pole hit my leg. Ouch ;-; I was limping for the rest of the day and I even iced the thing too. THEN.. I felt really sick to my stomach *again* so I sat in front of the fan for an hour. Then Tanner and Ivy came, so I did stainless with Tanner and talked to Ivy when I finished, for the rest of the time. Fun.

And Daryl is upset at me.. u__u;; I... I h-h-hate my life.

[ Mer slayed the demon 08:39p.m. ]

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-__- The people in this class are so annoying. Guys, namely. SHUT THE FUCK UP! >/

[ Mer slayed the demon 02:26 p.m. ]

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Wheee >>;; I'm working on my NHS application right now. Whyyy? Because I won't have time otherwise to do it with all this stuff this afternoon / tonight and tomorrow I have to do like all of my science project x__x; Ugh, and I have two tests tomorrow, WTF? ;__; They're important too. I *must* get a 'B' in Analytical Geometry and an 'A' in U.S. History this grading period.

Daryl and I are talking on the weekdays this week ^^x We'll do the only talking on weekends thing for a month some other time. Fine by me. I luff you, Dawyl ^^;;;;

ROLLLLLLLLLL OUT! xD Mwahahaha. Oooo. LJ got the payments for Rauren and Rufu's paid accounts. Boo~yah. I need a new LJ layout. I mean, it looks fine I suppose, but I am tired of it now. I'm not tired of my DJ layout though. Parajournal is down right now. Hopefully not forever ;__; Man.

[ Mer slayed the demon 02:10 p.m. ]

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Sooo, today is one of my sister's birthday, Rauren. I really hope she has a good one ^^x Better than my past few birthdays, I hope. I dunno, for some reason, the past few years I haven't had a GREAT Christmas or birthday. The past two Christmases, I didn't get what I wanted -- Daryl -- but I guess I will get to see him eventually, so that's okay. =/ My birthdays though.. like last year, my parents were so bitchy and didn't let me get my license until two months afterwards. Yes, I did get a car and I am thankful for that. I didn't have a Sweet Sixteen Party though. I'm not one for hosting parties. I mean, yes, I have the house which is of decent size, but my parents are so.. eh heh, yeh. Like, I couldn't have a sleepover because they go to bed at 8:00 pm (I am so not kidding) and Maryann would complain about the noise. I didn't even bother to ask. As for this upcoming birthday? I don't even know what the hell I want. Daryl, that's for sure, but it won't happen this year nor the next. I just.. gah.. I don't even know what would make the "perfect" birthday. Daryl would ^^;; .. but he can't come, so.. And I HATE HATE HATE going to restaurants and getting sang to. I can't cope with that. I hate when they sing to me in general. It's like when I speak in front of class, my face gets red --; Okay. Shut up about birthdays now.

So, I got accepted into Externship! Ahhhhh! ^___^ Hopefully I will have the paperwork to give to Dr. Simmons tomorrow when I go in to work. So, I am officially signing up to take:
-AP Enviromental Science
-AP Literature
-AP Government/Honors Economics
-Web Design II
-Externship Honors x2 (it takes up two periods).

No math, haha. Miss Simmons said I "need" to take one, but that's not true. Oh sure, I suppose it would look better, but it would also plague my GPA in the process. I've already had four maths because I took Algebra I in eighth grade. So I'm NOT taking one next year. They can't make me.

I hate how everyone in my class is so effing smart. My weighted GPA is 3.8 and I am ranked 112 out of 406 students ._. I suck. And my best SAT score (well, actually it was PSAT, but oh well) is 1030. 1030. I'm so stupid. Ugh. Why can't I be smart? ;-; It's not fair. I need at least a 1200. Damnit. Why can't I have straight A's and 1500 SAT's like Daryl? =/ I wanna be smart. I *guess* I am smart -- "Smarter than the average timberwolf" because I got accepted into NHS -- but alot of people are smarter than me, which makes me feel inferior and stupid. :: Siiiigh :: Oh well.

So tomorrow night I help out Coach K at the Curriculum Fair. Yaysies. Janna will be there though ^^ Someone to talk to.

Eeep, bell's gonna ring soon.

[ Mer slayed the demon 02:38 p.m. ]

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I saw *the* cutest pomeranian at work today. Her name was Ginger, and she was black. Just a puppy too, about four months old. She was soooo sweet ;__; I wanted to take her home with me. I want a black pomeranian, a male. I'd name him Sirius xD

Only two more weeks of school 'til Spring Break! Which means a visit to the campus of Auburn University, two long days of work, and then St. George Island with my four closest friends ^^x Can't wait. The weather had better be nice. In the meantime, I need to do my science project that was assigned six months ago. That should be fun. And tomorrow I have to work. Gyah! There goes my weekend, blown on a project and work. Oh well, s'money ^^;;

Blah blah. I wonder when my Kate & Leopold poster will come in. I still need to get the money order for my poster of The Calling made. Must. Stop. Bidding. On. E-bay. Okay, okay, I *won't* anymore ^^;;

My birthday's coming up next month. What do I want?
- Anything Rurouni Kenshin
- The Michelle Branch CD
- The Shakira CD
- The Nelly Furtado CD
- Daryl ^^;;
- A pomeranian
- A green X-Terra
- Money
- Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix [#5 HP book]
- Clothes
- A new cell phone -- Nokia

Just in case anyone was stumped ^-~ Though I really don't care about getting presents on my birthday. Actually, the past few years, I haven't really cared about my birthday much. I haven't had parties, not even a sweet sixteen. Imagine that. Oh well, maybe I'll have a sexy seventeen? =P

[ Mer slayed the demon 10:21 p.m. ]

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:: sneezes :: Ack..

Kays, I did the new layout ^^;; It's just a classic blog layout that I've seen alot on blogs and livejournals. I couldn't think of anything astounding, but I guess it works. I also archived the past entries. Go me.

Daryl and I *are* talking now =D Only on the weekends, but I'm all for that n_n Yayee.

[ Mer slayed the demon 09:55 p.m. ]

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